It's so unfair!

I admit I haven't been handling the project well but to say that I haven't been handling the project properly is so unfair. How would I know what is proper when I don't even know what to do? This kind of project is totally new to me! I don't know what are the processes and deliverables needed in a testing project and then expect me to give you whatever report you want just like that? Said I should have gone and asked people but how was I able to ask without the slightest idea of what and who to ask? Idiotic...